Romans 12:3 (NIV)
For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of
yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober
judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you.
On
Sunday, we heard an amazing testimony from a young man whose life has been
transformed by the power of the Gospel. It was encouraging to hear how God has
worked in this young man’s life.
After
the service I began to reflect upon the effects of hearing this kind of
testimony. The best response is to rejoice with this young man and celebrate how
God has entered into his life and totally changed its direction. But that is
not the only possible response.
From my
experience, there are two other responses, both of which are negative. The
first is to be intrigued by the sinfulness of life. You could equate this to
the younger brother in Jesus’ parable of the prodigal son. Growing up in church
I have heard many of these transformation stories. As young person, my response
was often mixed. I sometimes felt like I was missing out on some parts of life,
not having indulged in the kinds of things the person had been set free from.
The more dramatic the conversion, the more enticing it was. There was a feeling
that in order to have a real compelling testimony for God I needed to first
indulge in sin.
I didn’t
really think that through, but it seems to be reflected in Paul’s letter to the
Romans. Paul had been talking about how the Law makes us aware of sin and makes
it possible for us to experience God’s grace. Then he addresses an unspoken
response. What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may
increase? Romans 6:1 (NIV) Paul’s immediate response is an emphatic NO!
The
other negative response to a dramatic conversion testimony can be illustrated
by the older brother in Jesus’ parable of the prodigal son. The temptation is
to indulge in pride in our own faithfulness and exemplary lives. In our heart,
we can judge the other person and inflate our own sense of righteousness.
Luke’s
Gospel records a parable of Jesus that directly addresses this idea of having and
inflated view of ourselves.
Luke 18:9-14 (NIV)
To some who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on
everybody else, Jesus told this parable: "Two men went up to the temple to
pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. The Pharisee stood up and prayed about
himself: 'God, I thank you that I am not like other men--robbers, evildoers,
adulterers--or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week and give a
tenth of all I get.' "But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would
not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, 'God, have mercy on
me, a sinner.' "I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home
justified before God. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he
who humbles himself will be exalted."
It is so
easy for us to fall into the spiritual comparison trap. Like the Pharisee and
the older brother, we laud all of our faithful service, as if this puts God
into our debt. Look at how good I am, God. Don’t I deserve more of your grace
than this “sinner?”
In
Romans 12, Paul challenges us to take a good look in the mirror. Instead of
having an inflated view of ourselves, we need to have a realistic view of
ourselves. We should always remember, but by the grace of God, that could have
been me. We can celebrate God’s dramatic work in another’s life, while also
rejoicing in God’s work in our own life.
As a
young man growing up in church, I struggled with what is called works
righteousness. I felt that I had to earn God’s favor. When I heard dramatic
testimonies, I often felt inadequate. My life had always been pretty compliant.
I was a good rule follower. There came a time when I had to let go of the rules
and repent of my own self-righteousness. I had to learn that true humility was
not beating myself up, but accepting that I can’t fully follow Christ on my
own. I had to recognize that the grace of God was as powerfully at work within
me as it was in the former drug addict.
I
rejoice whenever I hear of a person whose life has been transformed by the
Gospel. I also rejoice that God is doing that same transforming work in my
heart. It is not a competition to see who has the most dramatic testimony. When
it comes to sin, we all stand on a level playing field.
Romans 3:21-24
(NIV)
But now a righteousness from God, apart from law, has been made known, to
which the Law and the Prophets testify. This righteousness from God comes
through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, for
all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified freely by
his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.